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Did any of you ever stop to think that maybe o did it because i feel im not cut out for this life but the stop and realize thats only when im around her...im happy at school am happy around friends im only sad when she enters a roomits only her that i feel im not good enough only her that i feel like i wanna throw up the thought of her makes me sick to my stomach ...but she would never understand because she always tries to beat mewith my problems she puts hers in my face and tells me she had it worse with my feelings she asked do i want her show me true hurt or she just blows me off....why cant i just talk to her why does it hurt to be away from her when....shes killin me