this is wat im missin ...home and im commin back mon yay in time for otakon and intime to see the ppl i love i have some things goin for me like my singing group un restrained has a gig a rehursal and a photo shoot soonand ill be home for all of that so im so excited weeeee

but not all fun and game seeing that i gotta put some ppl in check when i get home...(deep inhale) smell that city air baltimore here i come baby

maybe

Did any of you ever stop to think that maybe o did it because i feel im not cut out for this life but the stop and realize thats only when im around her...im happy at school am happy around friends im only sad when she enters a roomits only her that i feel im not good enough only her that i feel like i wanna throw up the thought of her makes me sick to my stomach ...but she would never understand because she always tries to beat mewith my problems she puts hers in my face and tells me she had it worse with my feelings she asked do i want her show me true hurt or she just blows me off....why cant i just talk to her why does it hurt to be away from her when....shes killin me

catching up

ok now i just wanna say my life is running away from me and i cant take it anymore tried to numb the effects and ended up in the hospital... so not my finest hour.

i wanna say that im srry to the ppl who feel abandoned and like ive just droped them ...i havent i just wanna be something ...something darkside something something pizza rolls

love you all and hopefully ill stay up to date with my life