should i stay...go? u wont say

so I'm thinking that i might wanna stay here in Florida ppl.

not that anyone cares. but i wanna here some one tell me that they want me to stay i know who i could call to here what i want but i want it to genuinely come from that persons heart, All this is killing me i just wanna pop like a balloon hopefully i can find some sunshine in the dark and blah bla blah.

I feel as though my heart is being broken though cuz the one person who i want to yell at me and tell me to just come home for them that they love me and need me there wont do it.

So i have to say I'm feeling

down

But its ok I'm a big girl.

un duex twua 123 ichi ni san

i might get through the days here if i treat them as steps to a dance or a bridge in an aria

1 and 2 and 1 and two and

hopefully i can keep time

im alive and fighting

this was my view as i made my way from baltimore md to tampa fl and this is what it turned into when i realized that this trip was 18hours this trip

was sprung on me but i am going to use this to my advantadge while down here ill find hopefully myself and a lil part of me i didnt kno was lost heres hopin >_< but i am alive ppl its been a year since my brothers broke my ;aptop and i posted my lats blog

so my life so far has been a journey all its own I HAVE GRADUATED TURNED 18 (sooooooooooo leagel ) and maybe found love in this guy im talking to we havent said it to each other but i dont kno if thats becuz were shy or if he doesnt't feel that way to>

but in other love news i feel like cupid on crack my freinds want me to see if he likes her and if we should date and if the sould have a steamy afair with their neihbors dog...... k so i made the first one up but come on i wish ppl could just talk to each other i cant even deal with my own love life how am i gonn ahelp yours all in all i love love and would help everyone but its fun to see love spiral down