burning

amber and rose are just a few of the colored sparks i see every time i see you walking towards me in my dreams.
i wish it were true at night when i wake up in a cold sweat
that you were here holding me in your arms.

do you know im exploding without you that im cold...shivering in the dark.

my skin burns where you touched me in my dreams

in reality i have to be hurt by watching you love while i laugh always smiling always happy never in comfort

im burning

oh wow....

duuuuuuuude im crushin mad hard on this guy its so stupid hes just all out hot... thats kinda it

life is so dumb i love my freinds even if they all yell at me for running away. im so confused by all the things im suppose to do...i wish ppl would just email me a to do list

other news is just me feeling loved yet horrible my whole bodys sore and my head hurt and saturdays are confusing days that dont come till after friday and im confused cuz im rambling and im sleepy good night

what flowers have the most petals

HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME NOT

oh ppl im over him!!!!! i vow to never pine after another guy again
i want some one to want me not so i can hurt them or any thing but just so i can have some one want me in the beginning confedence is wat i exude if you dont like me idont care !!!! yay new jazzmine in the world wooooo

2010.....hear we go again

THIS OFFICIALLY MAKES IT 5 YEARS!!!!!!! 5 years of me putting up with this crap and 5 years of only getting u to say you want me when i make you scream my name into the darkness of your room to make you feel for an hour wat ive felt for 5 years...........but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!


SO HI PPLS itsa me bunny ^_^ and im doing ok i guess tryin to help my friends and family i feel like im not good enough for the people i care about.....mew but i try to be a happy bunny


another thing i have to work on is my health....i want to be a lil skinnyer i guess

idk man i just feel like the only time im happy is when im single but then i want affection













FAIL MEGA FAIL!!!!!!!